Booked Out

Okay I did it.

I called Z's agency and told them that Z will be taking a break (booked out) until April.

The lady I spoke to sounded taken aback when I told her the length of time but she said "We understand."

*whew!*

I was really stressing about having to do this but now it is done and I am so much better.

I think it still hasn't really hit me that life is back to normal now. But I think that when it does it is going to feel real good.